This is not a cryptic message. I heard something that hit too damn close to home just a few moments ago (both figuratively and literally). Suicide is NEVER the answer! Crack open the Bible, talk to a friend, call a loved one, but never ever think about taking your own life because you don't only affect yourself, but those around you will also be affected. Life is short enough. Don't make it any shorter. Even people who met you once and those you considered total strangers will miss you when they hear about the aftermath. You are not alone.